Life changing thought

Mai filhal toh ek student hu.. Lekin mujhe ab student ki life jine me koi interest nhi raha..kyonki meri umar ab 25 saal hai... Aur jo apse bahari duniya hoti hai vo ek 25 saal ki ladki ko jimmedari ya fir burden smajhne lgti hai...agar aap mere nazar se dekhiye toh mai ek burden hu.. Unpar jinhone mujhe padha likhakar bada kiya hai.. Itna padha likhane k baad bhi agar aapko naukri na ho toh vo burden aur jada badh jata hai... Meri umar ab shadi ki ho rahi hai... Toh mere mummy papa ko iss bat ka dar hai ki ldka kaisa milenga... Agar mujhe naukri hoti toh shyad aur achha milta... Mai padhai me puri koshish kar rahi hu.. Lekin mere sapne uss koshish se kuch jada hi bade nikle.. Lekin mai har manane walo me se nhi hu... Meri ye koshish tab tak chlengi jab tak mai kuch ban na javu.... 
• Lekin ab sawal iss baat ka hai ki jab tak mai kuch ban na jau tab tak mujhe burden hi samjha jayenga.. Ye society kya mujhe apne sapno ko pura karne dengi ya fir mere udate huye pankh katkar meri shadi karwa di jaengi.. Mere gharwalo ka kehna hai ki aap aur ek saal pdho mere pass ab ek hi rasta hai mujhe meri puri mehnat se pure shiddat se koshish karna honga.. Yehi mere sapno ko pankh de sakhta hai.. Ye ek sal meri life badal sakta hai...